Never saw my tears, hidden deep within,
Broke down in silence, lost where to begin,
Clouds of ganja rising, veiling all my fears,
Chasing smoke to numb the hurt, but it's still crystal clear,
Slowly killing inside, smile on my face,
Pretending I'm fine, while pain leaves its trace,
No one understands, the battles I've fought,
Behind closed doors, the pain that I've sought.


Enveloped by the mist, consumed by grief,
Hiding from pain, praying for tomorrow,
But the tears keep falling, can't wash away,
Ganja can't heal, just leads me astray.


In the depths of despair, found strength to break free,
From the chains of my past, and the fake friends I see,
No more running on empty, seeking solace in smoke,
Time to rise above, find a new path, evoke.


Walking through life, faith to faith, seeking release,
From this inner turmoil, searching for peace,
Quran's soothing verses, mixing with the high,
Lost between two worlds, didn't know how to fly,
Then reality hit hard, live or die, a choice,
Letting go of those who brought chaos and noise,
Learning new skills, building up from the ground,
No longer tied to the past, in my own strength I'm found.


Enveloped by the mist, consumed by grief,
Hiding from pain, praying for tomorrow,
But the tears keep falling, can't wash away,
Ganja can't heal, just leads me astray.


In the depths of despair, found strength to break free,
From the chains of my past, and the fake friends I see,
No more running on empty, seeking solace in smoke,
Time to rise above, find a new path, evoke.


From the ashes I rise, phoenix of my own,
Mastering my pain, through the unknown I've grown,
Friends and family confused, my journey's unseen,
But I'm building a future, like a dream from a dream,
Struggles shaped me, each battle a stone,
Stacked to form the foundation of a life now my own,
No longer smoking the ganja, numbing the strife,
I'm facing my demons, redefining my life.


Enveloped by the mist, consumed by grief,
Hiding from pain, praying for tomorrow,
But the tears keep falling, can't wash away,
Ganja can't heal, just leads me astray.


In the depths of despair, found strength to break free,
From the chains of my past, and the fake friends I see,
No more running on empty, seeking solace in smoke,
Time to rise above, find a new path, evoke.


Understanding my pain, embracing the ache,
No longer escaping, each step that I take,
Skills honed through struggle, I stand on my own,
A testament to resilience, how much I've grown,
The haters still hate, don't know my true story,
They see the surface, not the wounds now less gory,
I've journeyed through darkness, found light on the way,
With a smile on my face, I'm here to stay.


Enveloped by the mist, consumed by grief,
Hiding from pain, praying for tomorrow,
But the tears keep falling, can't wash away,
Ganja can't heal, just leads me astray.


In the depths of despair, found strength to break free,
From the chains of my past, and the fake friends I see,
No more running on empty, seeking solace in smoke,
Time to rise above, find a new path, evoke.


So now I stand tall, a survivor through pain,
Writing my own lyrics, a new story to gain,
From tears that went unnoticed, to this triumphant song,
I've emerged from the shadows, where I once did belong,
With a smile on my face, I embrace what's ahead,
A journey of healing, no longer misled,
My title's my life, a tale of strength from within,
"Resilience Reborn," a story of how I win.